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Friday, December 12, 2025

i HATE depending on others for things to do things.

of course.. i run into difficulties while trying to get my passport. i could've sworn that i had my social security card but i couldn't find it anywhere- so i assume i gave it to fredrick to keep for me for some reason. i also need my birth certificate.. which i'm PRETTY sure is in my lockbox. it aggrivates me to have to depend on other people to keep my identity documents and half the time- they're not even reachable. my grandma used to have all these documents in her lock box- so when she died, i needed to make sure i kept them in a safe place and i assumed people would just assume that i can't take care of myself if i lost them- so i relied on fredrick to keep them for me. so now i assume if he can't find them for me- i'll be looked at as more of an idiot than they already think i am.

i have to go to my spanish lesson in about 30 minutes. i'm still not sure the language is clicking with me.. i hope it clicks soon. it would just figure to blame my tutor but i'm not sure she knows of ways or how to help me. the guy i had before her brought up an advanced class which was more expensive but i'm sure i'd probably learn the language sooner and amy said that we could pay for that class in the spring time but i'm not sure if she just said that with hopes i'd forget. i honestly don't know and don't see the other students picking up the language or even understanding how they could- they may do other classes but it doesn't really seem like it. maybe it'll just take more time or something.

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